available digitally november 6th exclusively on bandcamp

first single "for you" out now (video on youtube)

1. for you

2. shadow self

3. masterplan

4. fearless zone

5. emerging from debris

6. vacant lot / home

7. last night of the world

8. angel in the server room

9. unfathomable you / catherine wheel

10. universal will

rarities collection

available digitally exclusively on bandcamp

artwork adapted from jemi gale's art for never falter hero girl

1. anomaly 

2. open doors

3. o holy night

4. in the sky (laugh & peace cover)

5. if there are harps in heaven

6. contact

7. hope reset

8. memory

9. treat me like a doll (girls rituals cover)

10. don't go

11. live long

anomaly was made in 2023 for the videogame Hardcoded (2025) . open doors was made in 2024 for the short film Identiteaze (2024) . o holy night was made in 2024 for the compilation Christmasasaurus Unleashed! 2 (2024) . in the sky is a cover i made in 2021 of a laugh & peace song that i can only find on youtube and i'm not even sure it's actually by laugh & peace (aka the band that made the vib ribbon soundtrack) , if anyone has any contact with the rightsholder of this song , please do not snitch . if there are harps in heaven is an instrumental i found on my harddrive from 2022 or 2021 . contact is an early version of closeness from mydata that i submitted to the compilation The Le Sigh Vol 3 (2017) . hope reset is an early version of hoping from mydata that i submitted to some other compilation in 2016 . memory is a song that was supposed to be on solipsisters but i couldn't be bothered finishing it , presumably from 2016 . treat me like a doll is a cover of girls rituals aka devi mccallion aka my bff , i think i made it to impress her in 2018 . don't go is a demo of a song that never got finished , i think i made it in 2015 . live long is a demo of a song that i also never got around to finishing but maybe some day , also recorded in 2015 . cover art adapted from jemi gale's painting for never falter hero girl

available for purchase digitally on bandcamp

available on some streaming services (not spotify)

artwork by jemi gale

1. swallower

2. dawn service

3. upstream

4. open book

5. so miserable

6. the same place

7. hoarder

8. dance butterflies

9. fragments

10. face first

11. malfunction

12. never falter hero girl

13. hypothetical

14. metaphor

available for purchase digitally on bandcamp

available on some streaming services (not spotify)

1. the kraken

2. her sweet weight

3. when god lets my body be

4. say no to armageddon

5. few hours later

- "the kraken" adapted from a poem by alfred lord tennyson

- "her sweet weight" adapted from a poem by emily dickinson

- "when god lets my body be" adapted from a poem by ee cummings

- "few hours later" originally appeared on radiating light comp 2016

available for purchase digitally on bandcamp

available on some streaming services (not spotify)

artwork by iron t hawk

1. unfurl

2. real love

3. no love for songs

4. fuckboy

5. sharp teeth

6. equidistant

7. impossible

8. happy girl

9. forever music

10. rot with me

remix album of mydata

released by run for cover records digitally

exlusive to streaming (including spotify (spits on the ground))

1. darkness (Lonelyspeck remix)

2. dancing (Ada Rook faulty choreography mix)

3. happiness (Nondi_ remix)

4. leaving (Laura Les remix)

5. hurting (June Jones remix)

6. word (Pastel remix)

7. hopeless (Danny L Harle remix)

8. loving (Baths remix)

9. closeness (ESPer99 remix)

10. bearing (Devi McCallion remix)

11. hoping (default genders remix)

12. data (Tomberlin cover)

released by run for cover records digitally & physically

artwork by me & cal elizabeth birchall

mastered by ada rook

1. darkness

2. dancing

3. happiness

4. leaving

5. hurting

6. word

7. hopeless

8. loving

9. closeness

10. bearing

11. hoping

12. data

released by run for cover records digitally & physically

mastered by ada rook

1. waves

2. solipsisting

3. stuck

4. dissolving

5. (at least for now)

6. shell

7. reflection

8. escaping

9. unforming

10. sieve

released by joy void records digitally & physically

released on cassette by orchid tapes

mastered by warren hildebrand

1. all 

2. (f1)

3. fleas

4. (f2)

5. frailty

6. (f3)

7. fake health

8. (f4)

9. fear o the light

10. (f5)

11. so you pick yourself up

12. (f6)

13. only to trip and fall down again

14. (f7)

15. debt

16. (f8)

17. it's simpler to make home on the ground

available for purchase digitally on bandcamp

available on some streaming services (not spotify)

released on cassette by orchid tapes

1. don't be scared

2. fear o the dark

3. unkillable

4. h o e

5. all on you

6. y o y o

7. you gotta get up to get up

released by black squares media

collab album with devi mccallion

1. Plant Matter

2. Plastic

3. Mirror

4. Trying Not To Die

5. Magic Fire Brain

6. Circumstances

7. Open Heart

8. Soda

9. Milk

released by black squares media

collab album with devi mccallion

1. Sunshine

2. Labyrinth

3. Die or Be Killed

4. No One's in Control

5. Everything but Love

6. Into the Sky

7. Stream

8. Rainforest

9. Hyperlink (Slow Version)

10. Pigs Don't Feel Pain

11. Be Cool

12. U Don't Know Me